The only thing that would make this page cooler...is if we had guest appearances. Maybe like, cool people who we wouldn't want to post all the time, but it'd be cool to have a "Spotlight On: Such and such Brotherhood associate". If only there were a way to do that. Maybe a guestbook might work, but then that would defeat the egoist allure of us being the only ones allowed to ramble in this exclusivist faux-english-nerd corner of the web. A catty corner to be in.
Until such a thing is found out, I have three things to share with the masses.
A) I am the deepest sleeper ever. And since my parents are out of town this weekend, that means there is no one to wake me at the buttcrack of dawn to go to work. So, with that being said, it is now 4:03 AM on my clock, and I must be at work at 6:30 AM. What's going on? Well, besides me not making much (funny) sense, I am preparing for another 36+ hour stint of awakeness.
B) My stomach muscles are sore, but it beats the sharp pain I felt the other day. I wish I had a woman in NC to rub my belly...
And the bulk of my writing tonight/this morning:
C) My computer is dead. That's right, dead. I did some research on the net (on my parents working computer), and I found out that more than likely, according to the nerdly sources on PC troubleshooting forums, that my computer is rocked with damage. More specifically, for all you geeks, what happened is, my new video card sapped the resources of my power supply, which has resulted in my motherboard being fried-thus, all the problems with my computer working not-well/not-at-all.
I then figured out that if I wanted to repair this system and make it worth my while, I was really going to have to spend a bare minimum of about $200-250 (Pentium 4 processor, new motherboard, new power supply, and if I'm gonna get all that, gotta get a rockin new case) just to ensure that I won't have to upgrade again in like 6 months. And then I realized that it'd be silly to spend that much money, considering what I have already spent on the system, and the fact that I am leaving in a month anyway for an indefinite time, and that all I use it for (besides playing Final Fantasy) is listen to In Flames mp3s, which I can do on my parents computer.
So, after some reluctancy, knowing it means for sure the loss of nerding out, I then came to a more-or-less God inspired moment where I realized, "yeah duh. why do I need to let this computer be my god when I have so many other more cool ways to spend my time?" At some point, in the future, when I am on the other side of basic training and more to the nearer side of Army dorm housing (and affectation of personal belongings), I may decide to upgrade my system (which would mean more or less an entire revamping with the exception of my slammin' video card, hard drive and disk drives).
Until then, I will enjoy my freedom out of the bondage of the computer gaming world.
Just to let you all know, this has a spiritual tie-in. I think so much of my spiritual struggle has involved having a computer-it's such a drain on resources, time, and so much stress when it mucks up and you don't know what to do. So really...I think you can certainly have a computer and not abuse it, but me and technology don't mix. We form a mutuality for a while, some kind of symbiosis, but eventually the fellowship breaks and we have it out. So I'd just rather use my time this next month to glorify the Lord, knowing I will be getting out of the house. Seems really sad that I have been aware of how much time the computer takes from me, and yet I haven't done anything until the Lord himself smote my computer.
Next it'd have to be the Playstation 2.
Oh yeah, and Carol Anne needs a shout out. From me. She e-mailed me today, but I would give her a shout-out anyway. But she did e-mail me...it was a sweet and endearing message too. Fair maiden of South Carolina...how I long to bring you out of the third world...
Someday...someday...I'll forge her ring out of Mayan gold I find in some ancient Guatemalan ruins, where I parachute down on a mission to kill off a Cuban expatriate druglord.
That was some kind of throwback to the movie Congo. Ughhh.