for those of you praying for someone to not post YET ANOTHER list... i mean, wasn't that the only thing witty about my last post? pointing out how everyone hates lists, yet making one -- i am a genious. on a more realistic note:

i am trying to be more of a "man of God". this is very hard, let me fill you in... anytime you make a decision, as a man... for God, with God, because of God, etc -- that is when Satan puts you in a position making you think that your original plan was silly or, even trying to "be a man" is pointless and you should just give it up. i must continue the correct path; i must not stray...

as a man, i should be more intentional with the ladies who's hearts i come in contact with. i should right my wrongs. i should be open to say i'm sorry. i should step up and take the risks. i should be a prayer warrior. i should... protect the forrest. introduce folk dancing. and have affordable health care for saxons... and normans... i should be someone the lil' homies wanna look up to.

i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me...

as always, keepin it real... REAL real...