so it has been brought to my attention that even though this is the brotherhood and we are "keepin it real" - that some of my posts have hit a little too close to home. or just simply are too personal for this type of medium. this has been a big reason why you haven't seen my name in lights (or at the bottom of an entry) lately. so i apologize to all those who check daily to see what is on my mind. i usually have something important, pertinant, or interesting to say - but often times i am afraid i would call someone out and thus making it a little too personalized for this thing. so i will try to think in less deep ways (as i obviously just did to have the gumption to type "less deep"). so to all of those who missed me, i am working on it - and to all the rest... well, what do you care? you're prolly not reading this anyways! anyways...

as always, keepin it real... REAL real...