so much, so much, so much...

sometimes you know more than you can say in a public setting, such as the often visited, never duplicated by anyone of smarts, brotherhood page, but i say what peace i have. i wish things were easy, and i wish the things that i can see for my future that will make me very very happy, could start today, and didn't need to be put off so long. but that is selfish and me wanting things that i am not ready to handle. sometimes there is always a reason why we must wait... you know Jacob waited 14 years for Rachel and it didn't bother him none! patience for the things God wants for us is something awesome...

"So Jacob served seven years for Rachel, and they seemed only a few days to him because of the love he had for her." Genesis 29:20

God knows what's up, and i thank Him for that... also, brooks knows what is up, and for the ladies, i am leading by example by slowling down the battlefield consumption. remember, life if more important than video games... well, except on match night :-)

as always, keepin it real... REAL real...