i really don't like my job all that much. but i am getting paid, and hopefully my bl, will soon turn to bling and one day "bling bling!" but i am not getting my hopes up, and i can't complain too loud, because atleast i have a job somewhere ya know? but anyways - my job could be worse, what do i have to complain about?

i will tell you... i don't get to talk to the people i care about enough. i really don't. laura came down and visited me yesterday and it was so awesome and it always tends to be anytime i get to see her. i mean, how many people out there do i really and truly enjoy my whole time with? very few, i will tell you that. she is one of them and that is a very small club so it always makes my heart smile :-)

so yeah, anyways... to those of you (basically anyone who reads this), i am sorry i do not email you, call you, or talk to you enough but i really really care what you're up to. thanks for always taking the time to call me christie ray, it is way rad of you. and to julie who writes me the rowdiest emails, you are often the highlight of any day, not matter how good or bad ;-) but yeah, the rest of you rokk too! man, the brotherhood is dispersing bu thte love remains...

as always, keepin it real... REAL real...