BETRAYED! yes, that is how i feel. not that the person who broke my heart will read this since zoe has stopped reading the brotherhood page. my love cannot be quenched by any normal means, and i would rant and rave about how awesome she is on here but again, she will never read it. so yes, betrayed...

zoe had a hair affair with a hot gay guy... apparently. all the hair coloring love i was promised was shamelessly given to another guy. was it because he was hot? or gay? why will i never be good enough to be either of those? i was assured that more hair coloring love could be obtained. but what good is second best? who wants the love after someone else has taken the first and the best? so as i said - i suppose it doesn't matter because zoe will never read of her betrayal here... the irony is i write this on her on computer. but in some sense i get revenge using her own means against her. maybe my heart will rest easy now...

as always, keepin' it not blue... REAL not blue...